diary

"It's Easier Now" by Jason Molina Behind these eyes a desert spirit Sea serpent heart inside a sunken ship I finally got it All parts wrong ...

"When you create things you become alive. When you create beautiful things, you don’t want to die. You don’t think about death. You think ab...

"Lilacs" by Resavoir

"There are no miracles. There is just this. The love that nourished your happiness will nourish your pain." — Geneviève Jurgensen , The Disa...

Nightmare is too gentle a word for what it feels like to live without my mother. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to do it for the rest of my l...

Mark Rothko - "No.5 (Red, Black and Brown-Black)" (1963) Today was my 37th birthday. I am documenting it, but I have little to say about it....

I often wonder if I can really do this. If I can live without my mother. At night, I lie in bed and physically feel my heart cracking into p...

The yellow canna lilies are in bloom.

Frida Kahlo - "The Broken Column" (1944) Can you believe I'm here, walking around, as my heart hangs out of my chest? There is nothing like ...