Grief Fragments No. 16: The Country of After
My mother passed away on June 14th, 2025. What follows is a diary of the last days of her life.
My mother passed away on June 14th, 2025. What follows is a diary of the last days of her life.
I feel broken
I don't want to be alone in this world.
These words are my soul
I've never felt so helpless
I am mourning her before she is gone.
All the cruelty of this country is on full display through its health care system.
At night, I cry so hard I shake.
I put my pain in these words. Language can hold everything. I've always known this.
Stay connected to life. Stay devoted to life.
How am I going to actually confront this? What will it do to me? What will be left of me when it's over?
I touch an emptiness
I am alone inside myself.
What we love is not just lost, it is destroyed.
Everything I love is being taken from me.