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Grief Fragments No. 16: The Country of After

My mother passed away on June 14th, 2025. What follows is a diary of the last days of her life.

Grief Fragments No. 15: Tenderness

I feel broken

Grief Fragments No. 14: "Let Evening Come"

I don't want to be alone in this world.

Grief Fragments No. 13: Devotion

These words are my soul

Grief Fragments No. 12: "Can't Stop What's Coming"

I've never felt so helpless

Grief Fragments No. 11: "The Centre Cannot Hold"

I am mourning her before she is gone.

Grief Fragments No. 10: An Abyss

All the cruelty of this country is on full display through its health care system.

Grief Fragments No. 9: "We Shake With Grief"

At night, I cry so hard I shake.

Grief Fragments No. 8: "Throw Your Pain in the River"

I put my pain in these words. Language can hold everything. I've always known this.

Grief Fragments No. 7 : Where I Am Going, No One Can Come With Me

Stay connected to life. Stay devoted to life.

Grief Fragments No. 6: "This is the Hour of Lead"

How am I going to actually confront this? What will it do to me? What will be left of me when it's over?

Grief Fragments No. 4: Alone

I am alone inside myself.

Grief Fragments No. 3: Mother's Day

What we love is not just lost, it is destroyed.

Grief Fragments No. 2: After the Diagnosis

Everything I love is being taken from me.