music

May 10th, 2026

My first Mother's Day without my mother. The first of many. This is how it will always be now. No more mother. No more her. My body can't ho...

May 9th, 2026

"Guess I'm Doing Fine" by Beck "The Maker" by Willie Nelson "All My Tears" by Emmylou Harris When I go, don't cry for me In my Father's arms...

May 6th, 2026

Today, a butterfly landed on my hand! This has never happened before. I let it perch there for a few minutes. It was such a special moment a...

May 5th, 2026

Gian Lorenzo Bernini - "The Ecstasy of Saint Teresa" (1645 and 1652) "St Teresa" by Tori Amos You Are You Are You Are Touched by Love Open U...

April 30th, 2026

A year ago today, my mother was admitted to the hospital. She ended up staying for a week. During that week, she was diagnosed with a rare a...

April 28th, 2026

Sometimes, you have to drink your iced coffee from a cute bear jar you got off Tiktok shop. This bear jar might be the one bright spot in yo...

April 26th, 2026

"Wildflowers" by Tom Petty What makes Wildflowers a special album for me is the way in which I discovered it. One day, my best friend told m...

April 25th, 2026

The Heiress (William Wyler, 1949) Moments of unbridled weeping as I rewatched The Heiress for an upcoming episode. Memories of men's rejecti...

April 24th, 2026

My mother was my life, and she saved my life. Without her, I would not have survived my father's death in my teens. How do I survive her dea...